Venus and Mars

So what if I am Venus

And you are Mars?

We try or best to solve our problem

So what if I am Venus

And you are Mars?

We live in the same planet, Earth

So what if I am Venus

And you are Mars?

We want to enjoy or life

So what if I am Venus

And you are Mars?

We breathe the same air

So what if I am Venus

And you are Mars?

We both are creatures from the same Creator

insincerity

Insincerity is there

Lays on my heart

Lays on my mind

Lays on my tongue

But,

It means not to lie

It means not to deceive

It means not to fake

It’s only …..

Anxiety comes to my mind

Anxiety comes to my heart

Anxiety comes to my tongue

It’s just…..

I want to be understood

I want to be read

I want to be seen

Without

I’m telling you that

I want to be understood

Without

I’m telling you that

My heart wants to be read

Without

I’m telling you that

My mind wants to be seen

It’s merely….

I’m ashamed

I’m afraid

I’m anxious

Actually,

I want you to be here….

Downfall of Deaths

A strong passion lies at the heart of an ordinary woman

Who has gone through thick and thin encountering contentment and agony

In dealing with her own dilemma

Occasionally draining energy, physically and mentally

The spectacular results from her first efforts,

 struggles to find a quite sensitive grace

have inspired similar endeavors across the globe including

blend emotional and humorous anecdotes

a string emotive moments kick her passion

presenting an effective climax for the rise and fall of the world

set the target to the center of error and disaster

feel me

Can you feel my blue when

You are glowing in the gold

Can you feel my feeling when

The wind are blowing my hopes

Can you feel my wish when

My love are growing inside me

Inside me,

 I can see you

Dancing over the rainbow

Dancing follow the flow

Without knowing you’ve made

A hollow

Inside me

Inside me,

 I can see you singing a lullaby to my heart

So I can’t awake the me

Inside me

You call it’s a lullaby

I call it’s an alibi

You call it’s a potion

I call it’s a poison

Hugging is an alibi trying to runaway

In a dark way of me

And a bright way of you

Why?

Can you feel it?

that's the way life is

Open your eyes
see people around you
open your mind
see the world around you
don't say it's enough
don't say you're enough
there are 'they', if you are good enough

Close your book
read your surrounding
close that bullshit theory
feel the warmth with
your own hand
feel the cold with
your own foot
feel the blue with
your own heart

Briliant,
don't you dare to call yourself so
strong,
don't you dare to call yourself so
nice,
don't you dare to call yourself so

if you don't understand
those whisper of people beside you
if you are not tough against
the storm losing your trust
if you don't see the smile
the sun gives you
Don't!

library oh library

I felt as a real university student today. I went to the library and searched for many references for my thesis. It was a kind of exaggerated, but that was what I felt. It was very unusual for me to stay in the library for hours, searching for the book and noting down every important materials. I could do that even I thought that the time was not long enough for me to get anything I want. Well, in my life as a university student, I seldom went to the library. Why? Because I thought my campus library is old-fashioned. I mean the situation of the library and also the books –most of them are old books that even my parents have not existed in this world when the book was printed out. It was just like entering Hogwarts library. I almost went to the library when I was in elementary school, junior high school, and senior high school. But now, I change my mind. Though the situation is not that comfortable, but go to a library is very important to gain knowledge and to finish your final paper of course.

don't play with the policeman!!!

Don’t try to play with the traffic or you will be caught by the police!!! That’s what I learned today. When I passed the intersection in front of Gramedia book store, there were four people on two motorcycles did not pay attention to the traffic signs that they cannot turn left. It seemed that they were not from Jogja. One motorcycle has stopped because they knew that they were wrong, but another motorcycle run away. The policeman rode his motorcycle and chased after them. After a long chased, the policeman caught them in the Malioboro intersection. Wow! (he did not give up to chase after them). Hahaha :D The suspects seemed did not realize that the policeman chase after them. n_n